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[lifetothefullest]

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[realists]

Annoyed

It was peaceful at the end, you know? Then I woke up here.

[ which is less than peaceful ]

[lifetothefullest]

[That's not exactly the sentiment he's expecting, but it's also kind of a relatable one. It's certainly not the same situation with him, but he definitely understands the feeling of thinking you've done what you've been working to accomplish, and it's going to be over, and then it... Isn't.

So he has to ask--]

Is the issue less the experience of dying itself, and more that you have to deal with everything that's come after?

[realists]

It's not like I want to be dead

[ but lance nailed it ]

[lifetothefullest]

[Considering what he asked, that she doesn't refute it is pretty much confirmation, at least enough so to go with it for now.]

Of course not, but I can't imagine that if you'd made peace with it on some level and then found yourself here, dealing with all of this, that's it exactly easy to enjoy the extra time.

[realists]

I don't trust it. All of our time is borrowed.

[lifetothefullest]

It is. But it's still time.

[realists]

What if it's not enough

[lifetothefullest]

It may not be, but isn't that always the case?

[realists]

[ she's only 22, she doesn't know shit

but she supposes baze and chirrut would have wanted more time together the way she would like more time to exist ]

I guess.

I have to go do something else

[ local street urchin doesn't know how to gracefully bow out of a conversation she started ]

[lifetothefullest]

[He's pretty sure that's a very awkward attempt to escape the conversation, which is abrupt but hopefully just out of the aforementioned awkwardness and not because he's said something that upset her. So he'll play along, offering helpfully--]

Yeah, there's a lot to deal with right now. If you ever need to talk again, just message me whenever, okay?

[He has to offer, but hopefully that response will give her an easy way to say goodbye and retreat.]

[realists]

Okay