[ she thinks about it for a while; was it when the shield gate closed, was it when bodhi and baze and chirrut and melshi and tonc stopped answering comms, was it when k2 sealed them into the vault? no, jyn knows it was when cassian crumpled at the bottom of the tower, seemingly dead. friends and compatriots fallen like dominoes and only jyn left to make sure it wasn't for nothing.
she knew when her fingers itched to let go and follow cassian that this planet would be her grave too. ]
I'm not sure.
We didn't go there wanting to die, it was a suicide mission without that intent.
When I was alone I figured out I didn't have long left. The man that murdered my parents was there and I was the last one who could ruin his plans. Cassian shot him before he could kill me too and then there was nothing left for us to do.
The fleet was fighting above us, the Death Star had already fired, there wasn't time for a rescue so we sat on the beach and waited.
Couldn't have been that long. The weapon was effective.
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Date: 2020-12-14 08:23 pm (UTC)she knew when her fingers itched to let go and follow cassian that this planet would be her grave too. ]
I'm not sure.
We didn't go there wanting to die, it was a suicide mission without that intent.
When I was alone I figured out I didn't have long left. The man that murdered my parents was there and I was the last one who could ruin his plans. Cassian shot him before he could kill me too and then there was nothing left for us to do.
The fleet was fighting above us, the Death Star had already fired, there wasn't time for a rescue so we sat on the beach and waited.
Couldn't have been that long. The weapon was effective.