「It helps, (but at the same time, it definitely doesn't) that it is not only the person he's looking after who has that problem, if anything he's trying to find what they have in common.
It is terrible that even if he thinks about it really hard, he might never notice that his own mental state wasn't so far from theirs not so long ago, maybe it still is, though, his destructive pattern is not nearly as glaring obvious as theirs as he doesn't wear it on his body, but he continues to take unnecessary risks even now.
He doesn't want to admit it, but he's plainly scared, about them, about his own apparent inadequacy to handle it. He's not supposed to fail like this to people.」
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Date: 2017-12-21 10:42 pm (UTC)ive seen what they are capable of
「It helps, (but at the same time, it definitely doesn't) that it is not only the person he's looking after who has that problem, if anything he's trying to find what they have in common.
It is terrible that even if he thinks about it really hard, he might never notice that his own mental state wasn't so far from theirs not so long ago, maybe it still is, though, his destructive pattern is not nearly as glaring obvious as theirs as he doesn't wear it on his body, but he continues to take unnecessary risks even now.
He doesn't want to admit it, but he's plainly scared, about them, about his own apparent inadequacy to handle it. He's not supposed to fail like this to people.」