[Ephemera puts a hand over his good eye, pressing down until colors bloom in his skull. Focus. Breathe. Don't let the moment spiral. You're not going to yell, you're not going to start a fight. Even if it hurts to talk about them, even if it feels like getting the news about CT all over again, you will hold.
Focus. Remember what you have now.]
CT wasn't right, after they died. I know that. I know that. But he was my brother. I promised. And now I have to let it go.
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Date: 2017-11-02 06:30 pm (UTC)Focus. Remember what you have now.]
CT wasn't right, after they died. I know that. I know that. But he was my brother. I promised. And now I have to let it go.
[He drops his hand.]
How the fuck do I do that?